Okay! It's nice to be back home! For more than 2 weeks, I've been traveling around southern Sweden, Denmark & Germany and I spent almost a week in Berlin & enjoyed the days, until just few days before going back to Sweden with a train, I was robbed, thus I had no smartphone & got to borrow my friend's old mobil, which I've stayed over her apartment in around 5 days, until she & I decided to split up, because it was so intense all over and we both needed a space for ourselves.
Anyways, I've spent weeks, sleeping over friends homes, hostels and visited other dear friends, I haven't seen for years! Another bad part with the trip was that I ended up sick in entire week in Lund & that really sucked so much & I kept coughing a lot for the entire trip!
On the other hand, a long trip from Gothenburg was exactly I needed to get away from the toxic environment & political climate, I couldn't stand in Sweden. Always so much drama for bloody nothing & yet people can't see the main problems we are about dealing with anytime soon!
I mostly posted my photos on Instagram & Facebook, well at least until I was mugged by that son of bitch who tricked me at the icecream café...
On top of that I didn't realised until now that it has been 10 years since I've joined Deviantart. OMFG how much it has change since I've joined dA. I remembered during the 6 years on dA, I were very active as hell & that was before Facebook became the most regular social media and later Tumblr, Twitter and Instagram. The years I've joined & left several of fandoms, drew a lot of shitty arts, before I decided to take it seriously, thus I post less & less, only because I want to strive for the best & not the less!
I have no regrets joining Deviantart.
It had change my life for good & bad ways, thus I made during these years friends & I've kept contacts with some friends who had come to be one of my closest friends for year! I still can't believe it's been ten years, I was barely 24 & dropped out looser from University with no real goals, & here I'm now 31, living by my own, have part-time job, had come out officially as Bisexual, political activist both online & irl. Even political thoughts has switch a lot during the years, I remembered how extremely politically naive I were, until year 2009 that hit me the most & then my experience with Occupy Movement. While it helped me to become activist regularly, this movement was a fucking catastrophe and these bloody hippies were rather interesting smoking weed and partying than fighting against the greed, not to mention conspiracy theorists who were complete nuts and I got contacts with some of them were so bloody antisemitic and pro-dictatorships! >_<
Sure I tried understand reasoning with the pacifism, there were even time I also was pro-peace, but too much of their philosophy is fucking bullshit & learning about what happening in Middle East with vile, evil dictators who likes chemical gases, Islamist extremists (IS) & the far right extremists in Europe marching again, I realized that pacifism was nothing, but complete suicide, not to mention about the crude histories, I've read about so-called "great" pacifists' history. I was so appalled & disgusted that I want nothing to do with them at all & I'm not personally a pro-war, rather I advocate self-defense by any means & that's how humanity works in reality. Democracy & fight for justice would had never existed without self-defense & violent act! Hence suffragettes in UK, threw rocks & punched the cops for the right to vote, as a example!
Oh well, enough of that! I'm just going to continue my work & yes I need to start working on Women History Art project & I still need to study more about Syria history & follow the current news to catch up, because of the part 2 comic project, I have put Syria series on ice due uncertainty, and we do not yet know how it will end, now it's been more than 4 years ago, the people revolted against the dictator. So don't be surprise, if it takes years until the second part is finally done!
Did you also even know, that during the last 3 years, I was published more than once, got involved with the local media during the protests & also arranged manifestations!
Thank you all for devwatching, faving, commenting & supporting all the years! Thank you all so much & take care!
Right now, I'm playing Team Fortress 2 & I'm getting good at it with some characters!
Bye for now!